May 03, 2021

Bring Me Back: A Draft Letter





Here is the one of a hard written letter that finally I spill here because I know it will never sent. 

To reach you, to text you back, It will never stay the same.


 I miss you.

When every day I got lost with all the hectics, 

The rushes, the dashes.

Even if I full fill the 86,400 seconds on a day

And even if I run so fast until I can’t fell my own leg

My memories is stay keeping you there.


Every last of hours at the nights, the same feeling is going to come, numb.

My heart, it just felt like the tight safety belt, on our trip to Jakarta, at the first time,

Locked and just stay there. 


Every body hurt some times, Maroon five said.

But I am sure, 

how ever the storm beating the ground,

The brighter sun is going to come after.


Still you? Remember when we are craving for the midnight meals?

When the storm is coming, and we just sit down calm and looking eyes each other.

We know the storm will be passed,


I am begging, Bring back me the old you.

But I know I can’t.


Now what the only thing to do is the same.

Cheers to the wish you are here but you are not

Somebody said your name, but It just not the same. 

I miss you.

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