Happy Monday again boss.
Hey I am here to tell you something that I think I need to tell.
Hmm😨🤫🤫🤫
Apatuu
(Wkwkwk apasii)
Hmm honestly, just a simple thing that is actually the red line of these last months that ruin my days and the trigger of my mood changing.
This is just about:
L o v e is never a simple thing.
And
The effect: Apart. Heart broken. Low. Lonely. Down. Broke.
ups and downs?
Yep.
The ups. And the downs. it’s real..
Sometime just felt that I can Let It Go - Frozen (Idina Menzel).
But why sometimes its just too hard only because I do believe that she is the one, My Love - Westlife.
One day in the morning I feel like so powerfull to Stack it Up - Liam Payne,
but why every night just terrified like just hope I’ll Never Love Again - Lady Gaga.
I am that even craving to reach out and tell her, can we just Surrender - Natalie Taylor.
Is it that bad, buddy?
..
Worst ever.
Calm down😄 Why there is no more Taki-Taki Rumba! I mean, look at that picture at the top. Office look, flat face, why so serious? Why don’t you just move and dance, being happy and sweaty😅🕺🏻
Lol
Hmm..
I think maybe time’s ticking been brought me worst. I am that very low in the level of “support system crisis”. I lost a lot of my peers and colleagues in these last months that always beside me to spend my time and distract my loneliness.
Here look at me, maybe this is about open and confession (or is it an admission). In order to clear my mind and the process of self healing, I write this, because simply I need to admit this.
Calm down, release it slowly
I am here to come to release those very crash lines. You, the white screen that I face when I start write on this blog, is my one and only -that what so called supporter to hear all of my fears and tears. And I? I just need to tell all of the tears and fears.
You know what? Try to accept all of it. That this is valid, it’s okay and it’s totally fine.
...
After all, learn it that this is the part of the life story that you can not change. Face it and you will see how far you can run to push your limit.
Maybe this is another survival things that I need to discover before I die, isn’t it! 🤔
Haha It can be.😹🙈
Feel it better?
It’s helping a lot.
Thank you for been always here, ya
dear my best buddy on earth, dear my self.
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Proklamasi, 6 Juli 2020
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